Friday, January 13, 2012

My heart is racing...

So, I know that I over think so many thinks... And I probably worry about things too much, especially things that I shouldn't have to worry about.. So, why do I worry about things like seeing pictures of Kevin with another girl? And it's not even Angela... And he has his arm around her shoulders... Like he does with me... Which doesn't help me not worry about this... Her name is Hunter... And he has a huge smile on his face... That he says is fake, but it doesn't look fake, and then she said that it wasn't fake, and that he followed her around all night like a puppy... I don't know where they are at or even who the hell this girl is...
Todays our 8 months... Why am I so... Worried?! I shouldn't have anything to worry about... He wants to go to UCF to be closer to me... I think... Missing out on his dream school: UF.
Oh and of course, this Hunter girl is friends with Angela, too. She probably introduced her to him...
But this is silly right? I shouldn't have to worry about this, he talks about moving up north with eachother, and actually talks about how he can get a job anywhere, and that we could go places with eachother, and he wants to go to Europe...
He talks about the future... The future of us.... That has to mean something, right?
I love him... So, I worry. I shouldn't worry... Because he loves me.