December is hot...

So, it's Christmas eve. And I went on a bike ride with Kevin yesterday, and it just... Kinda went sour at first, because he asked if I was doing anything New Years, (so he started this.) and I said no, and we had already dicussed this before, so I don't understand why he brought this up again. And he said that he was planning on going to a party, and was going to try to get the host to envite me, even though he thought that wasn't going to happen. I asked why, he said he didn't want to say, I asked if it was Angelas party, he said yes.
Ugh. I hate her...
So, I told him that she didn't like me, and he said that she just doesn't like us together (which is retarded). And he's retarded, because he doesn't understand how a girl doesn't just not like the couple, they don't like the person who makes the couple.
So we sat down, then I asked, if she didn't like us together then why would she envite us to her stupid Mormon prom. (because those exsist you know.) and he was like "well that a little  a way, maybe she thinks she'll be over it by then." I'm thinking "It's been seven months... If Jacob had a girlfriend for even three months, I would have started to let go and tried to move on. I wouldn't still be falling all over him after he was dating someone for seven months!" So, Kevin then said that there was a dress code to the prom, and I said huh, because why wouldn't they. So if I was to go, I would have to wear a dress that covered my shoulders and is down to my knees. I said I didn't have either of those, and asked if we had to go. He then said that I didn't have to go but that he was sgoing to go either way. Which doesn't really make me happy. I asked him why, and he said that it was because he almost always go with her to these things. Awesome, right?
So, I think that, because in the summer he said I could get him to do anything, when it get closer to that date, I'll either tell him that he's not going to go on a date with his ex-girlfriend, or get him to agree with just hanging out together, because we could do more at one of our houses rather than at a stupid mormon prom. In the end, I'll probably get want I want. Or I might not have a boyfriend then, because of that. He frustrates me sometimes... Of how he might actually pick her. I don't understand how he could have picked me over her seven months ago, but when is comes seven months later, he defends her... I'm starting to question us... Which I hate doing, but it's not my fault, it's his...

Pre-Homecoming Jitters?

Tomorrow is Homecoming... And the first Homecoming that I actually have a date... I'm kind of worried how it will turn out...
And only bad things that have happened so far:
1. Today I actually found out that Jacob is going with Kaitlyn... But I was really only envious over it for like 60 seconds. I then finally realized that I want Jacob to be happy. And as long as it's not Angela, I'm perfectly happy with him having a date for homecoming.
2. Last week Kevin talked to me saying that someone told him that purple and silver match, so instead of him getting a tie that will 'clash' (This other 'persons' words), he should get silver!
- Major problems with this: MY DRESS IS NOT PURPLE! IT'S HOT PINK. I don't know how many times he has to hear it or even SEE it!
-I first almost blew my top off while saying "My jelwrey is GOLD. You arn't going to be wearing a SILVER tie with me having GOLD jelwrey on!" Then I started to think That my dress isn't purple. Then I started to think that silver and purple do not match up at all, which leads us to the third problem:
-I asked who told him to do that. He said "I female friend" FML. Fucking Angela got to him. Why the hell is he talking to Angela about homecoming anyways?!?!? And why would he even CONSIDER listening to HER over ME??? Reasons he should listen to me:
1. I'm his GIRLFRIEND.
2. I'm the one who has been to homecoming twice already, she hasn't even been once.
3. Angela HATES me! She would purposly sabatose us when we have the chance to look cute as a couple, by saying that we should 'match' but not match at all!
4. I'M HIS GIRLFRIEND!

Valid reasons right?
Right now I'm trying not to stress.
I'm worried how tomorrow will turn out. I doubt he'll be wanting to make out the whole time, which could be a good thing. But I don't know how we will end up dancing together...
Lets just say my jitters haven't came yet. And I'm not that excited for homecoming...

The Perfect Weekend

So, Kevin and I went biking twice this weekend. We went biking Saturday and Monday. Saturday we went to his park and hung out there. We pushed me on the swing. So cute. So, I jumped off, after he told me not to and I scratched my knee on the mulch.

When we went biking Monday, we went to a different park and climbed a tree, a lot of people there then I thought there would be. We then sat on a bench and talked then we went to his house and drank some water. Then went back to the first park we went to Saturday. And we went down the slide and we sat there for the entire time... I was laying my head on his knee and almost fell asleep... He would have let me too... We were probably there for an hour or more... Just sitting there talking... Kissing here or there, but we were, for the most part just talking... I loved it! How we could just talk!

I don't know why, but I just loe how we can do that... And he even said that was his favorite part too...
I love Kevin so much... And yesterday I really reliezed that I am falling in love with him... Which isn't horrible...

Yesterday was...

Epicly awesome!!!

So, Thursday Kevin and I didn't have that much of a good day with eachother... I saw that he was texting Angela and I saw part of it and he was like "Get out. Get out.." Out loud! So, I just kind of shut down... He tried to hug me, and I pushed him away, he knew that I wasn't happy about that, but then I left and went to talk to Selena, and when I came back, Kevin just got done eating and I went over there then he was acting all pissy. As if he had a reason to be mad at me! So, Thursday was just a horrible day for us... But yesterday was awesome. Yesterday morning Kevin was in a good mood and so was I and, so far at school, we only peck, and when I try to kiss again, he just stops... I don't understand why... But yesterday morning he told me to save his seat, which I'm not good at doing so I just stayed seated until he came back, then once he did I stood up and gave him my seat, and he was like "Thank you.." and then kissed me... But a real kiss... One he hadn't given to me since the weekend... Then yesterday was a pep rally day, so the schedule was messed up. I leave at the end of my lunch, and get to work a little early, but yesterday the end of my lunch was the same time as it would have been the begining of lunch on a normal day... So I got to see Kevin after lunch, and his class was by the parking lot, so I got to say goodbye to him and just walk to my car, without it being out of the way. And he really kissed me there too... So, I left school so happy... Then after work Hannah was saying that she wanted to go to Denist's house after work to get a pickle, because he had a big jar of good pickles. Not sexual at all. And then we found out he had the cutest dog in the world. A baby yorkie that didn't look like a yorkie, so it was really cute. And Kelsey went upstairs to follow Denist to get her phone, and found out he had a bottle collection. So weird. So, we went back downstairs, and Hannah left and then Kelsey found out Denist had a motorcycle. Which she then begged him to take her on a ride, because she never had been on one before. And after she went around the block he took me over to where the school was. He tried to scare me so he went super fast and I felt like I was going to fly off. But it was so exciting. I was filled with adrinaline. I felt so alive! But I had to go home, so I left and said thanks, and Kelsey stayed for another ride. But that was so much fun!
I could die happy now. And I could die knowing that I have riden a motorcycle.

First Week Of School Was.... Intresting.

So, I am not officially a Junior. I am an upper classmen!!! I am so happy! I passes both of my summer classes, and I will soon be starting my online Economics. So this is how my Monday and Tuesday went:

Monday:
I woke up super early and got all prettied up for my driving test. I got there and maybe an hour later I walked out with a new driving license! Then we went over to where I am going to work for the year to meet my boss. She explains everything to me of what will be done, and said that I need to be there at 1:30. Then I go to school, and get my schedule, which the school hadn't messed up on it, for once. And I was generally happy with my classes.

Tuesday:
When Tuesday rolled around and I rolled out of bed. So excited for the perfect day of school. I didn't over dress, I dressed perfectly for it. I put my uniform in my bag and forgot my lunch. Yey. I was an hour and a half late for work, because the two lunch periods didn't go very well. So they expended the lunch periods, then my teacher talked to us for a freaking hour about what we had to do. When I was leaving I called my mom and vented and a teacher was like "Why are you on your phone???" And I was like "I'm a part of OJT and I'm on the phone with my boss." And she was like "Oh.. Okay."

Nothing really special happened the other days of the week.